actually fuck it i'm not. i spend too much time thinking about things that bother me. i should think about things that make me feel good. people that make me feel good. experiences that make me feel good. every day is an opportunity to be positive. i need to just let go of whatever gets in the way of positive thinking, or at least try really ( Read more... )

i got your letter yesterday.

i don't really know how to respond.

sometimes i think you think i'm better than i am.

and sometimes i think i don't give myself enough credit.

i am light. i am strength. i am love.

i'm in a world of shit...yes.
but i am alive.
and i am not afraid.

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nature boy vs. provider.

space cadet jesus freak vs. mr materialistic (or, i roll the best joint ever).

celebrity death match style.

ugh.

d ( Read more... )

i used to get excited when you called, but now i dread having to fill in empty silence with trivial details, all the while wondering, 'what's the point?'

damn you and your ridiculous beliefs.

my hair still smells like campfire, like you, and a little sweat ( Read more... )

...for sexual assault ( Read more... )

when i talk to you i feel one way, and judge myself accordingly.

then i talk to other people, and i feel ridiculous.

and when i sit down and think about things alone, it all still rubs me the wrong way, even if it sometimes makes sense.

it's unfortunate that i got penalized for telling the truth. and had i lied, nothing would have happened ( Read more... )