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Shiva
I feel like I am sitting shiva all by myself. V stayed with me last night, but she is not grieving. And it's impossible to ask others to sit with your grief whew you yourself don't know what loss (es) is weighing your heart down ( Read more... ) -
Meds
Also, I haven't gotten up the courage to go pick up the Paxil and actually take it. :-/ -
How did we get here
It all started in January 1990, when I got my first period. My body just hasn't been right since. This is a sad hard reality for me. I want to believe that my body is a temple of the Mother Goddess, aligned with the cycles of the Moon. The perfect vehicle for growing a child. (That's a question for another blog: how do you trust birth when your ( Read more... ) -
Hard to admit
I've been brewing up some big time depression and spending a lot of time hiding in bed. I just don't feel like hanging out or chatting, because it's hard for me to resist acting like it's all good, and later feeling guilty for being inauthentic ( Read more... ) -
In response to Candice...
In response to Candice, a Southern Baptist on a journey of religious exploration...
Candice, first, thank you thank you thank you for including me in this discussion. Religious studies was my minor in college, and I am truly fascinated by all the faiths (organized and disorganized) of this world.
Now, to your questions. Truth be told, I can't even ( Read more... ) -
Universal Laws
1. The Law of Divine Oneness: The Law of Divine Oneness helps us to understand that we live in a world where everything is connected to everything else. Everything we do, say, think and believe affects others and the universe around us ( Read more... ) -
Kitchen Counter
Over the weekend, sitting at the counter at Deli Lane, flipping through my tarot cards. Realized I have done this before ( Read more... ) -
Slow - Slow - Slow
I told him I need to slow the fuck down. And I meant it ( Read more... ) -
Definitely a Support Group
It was exactly the kind of scary situation I've been worrying about. We were at the Tavern, LJ was drunk, and these other two inebriated men had joined us at the table. They'd already commented on how nice I looked in my striped shirt, and made the assumption that we were in a lesbian relationship. I'm being all quiet and insecure, and one of ( Read more... ) -
Gross tooth gross
It's totally time to go to the dentist ( Read more... )