Is it all a dream?

Changes within my Universe evokes awareness....I will savor the scent, the views, the touches, and the sounds hence forth.

i need 30 credit to graduate. it doesn't sound difficult. it isn't difficult. however, i'm "jaded by the emptiness of existence". lmfao. i never thought i would be thinking like so two years ago. circumstances were different back then. i didn't need to think about the future. i lived in the present when i was in the military. i'm thinking of going ( Read more... )

Tonight marks an occasion. I drew my first blood in the city I most love for its tranquility. It's a contradiction and I understand that it is but the fight tonight was a much needed release. I wanted to prove my manhood using my fist as the tool. I fucked him up and I'm not saying that to be cocky, I literally fucked him up. The brawl was in the ( Read more... )

My countdown ends tomorrow, I'm going back to Boulder. It was a need to dump my thoughts and fears - livejournal definitely helps.

I spoke with mom; about the future and my fear. I told her about my plans to travel. I am going to join the Peace Corps and travel. I told her that I am not chasing any fortune. I am not going to let money dictate my ( Read more... )

This was a much needed trip. It's been a while since I been back home to Atlanta. Everything has chanced, even if it's just my point of view of the similar things. The neigborhood is becoming more racially diverse. Slowly but surely. It sucked growing up brown in an all black neighborhood. I could gripe about that all day but it is what it is. I ( Read more... )

I can't wait how this thing called "hope" turns out. It's similar to faith in its entomology. Walk into the unknown and believe that there is only positive in the end. I won't make my judgment now but I have doubts.

Outsourced is a "universal" television show by NBC that is set in India. It's hilarious with an awesome cast. All are beautiful and cultural. An actress from Australia, U.K., actors from U.S. and India.....Despite the positive symbolism of the plots in every episode, I see something that I don't like. I don't like that NBC is pulling me to watch ( Read more... )

Understanding apply to scholastic; tolerance and compromise applies to action.

I never had a roommate before, so I don't know the etiquette but I know waking up your roommate at 2:30 in the morning isn't cool.

i use to think of things in cylinder forms. then i went into a phase of linear. currently (and i hope that this is the last shape) to encompass my view is sphere. frequency and resonance with others does have an effect ( Read more... )

Downward spiral (check), undecided (check), responsibility of own action (check), being on the fence (CHECK)! Haeley (if it's right), being a film documentarian (if it is my true calling, time will tell)

it's 10/10/10, the future is full of hope.