Title:Goodbye my lover
Pairing:Mike/Tre,poor Billie!
Author:Me
treloverSummary:This is a few months after Mike's suicide attempt
Dedications:Let me see
suebot,
dirnty_roshambo,
_sofiej_,,
beecat,
angie_aiken and
greendayfan1988 "Oh..Tre...yeah..jesus..so good". Mike bucked into Tre frantically, screaming crazily.He dug his fingers into Tre's side as he came.
He flopped down next to Tre, caressing his arm lovingly.Mike noticed how tired Tre looked, they had been blessed a few months after Mike's suicide attempt and the nightmares had begun soon after that.
It frustrated Mike that Tre would not take the pills the doctor prescribed,they made him sleep peacefully and gave Mike some calm.Mike knew Billie was still in Tre's head, it annoyed him that Billie still had power over his husband.He wished he could make Tre forget all that had happened.
He thought of all the nights he'd been woken by Tre thrashing and screaming,held him while he cried, rocked him back to sleep.
Tonight he forced Tre to take the pills, he needed sleep and so did Tre.Soon he was zonked out like a baby,Mike kissed his sweaty forehead and felt relief that there would be no violent dreams tonight.
Tre saw the dreams as a punishment,for being with Mike against his will.He loathed himself for not letting the police deal with Mike,punish him.
So now Tre punished himself,Mike had never noticed the little cuts on his body,how much he'd bugun drinking lately.Tre slowly wanted to kill himself,join Billie forever.
An overdose of pills sure looked good some days.
Hhhmmm not sure if this is the last part,maybe I will do more I dunno yet