So, there was this one time I did this one thing and it was pretty much awesome. I think other people were there to see the awesome too. Yea, right after that another thing happened which was pretty much unrelated and caused me to feel a little angry, but soon that past and I just felt sad. Well, I ended up talking to this person I know and I felt ( Read more... )

Haha. I overreact when I'm drunk. Who would have thought.

I did something I really, really shouldn't have this evening. I was in an awful, horrible mental state about a year ago regarding a certain female. Hey, after one visit with said female, I'm pretty much back at the same place: awesome. I'm pretty much a big fake about myself and what's going on around me and I like to fool myself otherwise. The two ( Read more... )

So I woke up the other morning and just laid there in bed, really not wanting to do anything. I just wanted to get the fuck out and do something different. Work was stressing me out like crazy and I was (and still am) convinced that I don't make nearly enough for what I do. That figure (nearly enough) is based on comparitive jobs, not necessarily ( Read more... )

There's this voice in my head that laughs heartily at my misfortune. I think it's me and I think I'm self-destructive.

Your Birthdate: December 13
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I'm starting to slowly realize that I am really and truely beginning to hate my life. Everyday I'm pissed off about nothing. It's not moody; it's always there. Work is ok, school is ok, my friends are ok. There is nothing horrible that would drive me to this kind of mindset, which is all the more confusing. To cope, I get drunk and do stupid things ( Read more... )

I kind of lose my shit halfway through any semester. Sometimes I find it, sometimes I don't. Because I've identified the problem and have taken steps to fucking fix it (hooray consecutive 14 hours sleep days) I feel better and prepared to wade through this shit storm that hits on occasion. Tonight I catch up on any homework missed and hope my ( Read more... )

I think I'm evening out. These brief periods of insanity really kind of throw me off. Maybe I should sleep less.

Oh, and here's a picture of my guitar taken from my phone.


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My credit is awesome. So awesome, in fact, that cingular won't even allow me to sign up for an account with them. Deposit? No, they just said no. It was amazing, really; I got to play with the phone I wanted, and choose my plan. I even called cricket to get my account number so they could put my old phone number to my new service. The guy punched a ( Read more... )