this has been a really really shitty past 3 days.
and im hoping it doesnt get worse.

technically, 3 hours in.....im twenty.
happy birthday to me.

YAyyyy aikens drove from philly and shes gonna be here any minute!!!!!!
im so busy with work and school it sucks. im perpetually tired.
i got the most AMAZING digital slr camera.

i might be getting fired/suspended for an honest mistake i made at work. its great how quick people are to turn on you.
ryan is amazing.
i start AIB tomorrow and im nervous as fuck.
sam adams double bock is good beer.
my birthday is soon.

my oh so talented friend dave made a video with me in it ( Read more... )

its so nice sitting around doing absolutely nothing. im really enjoying this month of barely working and no school. cus come jan 23, im going to have to start hauling ass ( Read more... )

ive been having the most fucked up thoughts lately. mostly about death, the same things i used to have nightmares about when i was little. it just doesnt make sense to me, and scares the hell out of me. like, we are so insignificant when it comes down to it all. my life is a second long. i have always been plagued with the question of what happens ( Read more... )

ughhh im so bored why do i keep updating these things

( so alex and i made cookies today... )

-aw little bro turned 16 today. weird.
-it doesnt feel like christmas.
-im still confused.

( boredom )

back to atlanta i go..

ps- everytime something good comes along in my life, i leave it behind. and i hate it.