i miss this. 

i think i might start writing in here again.

my eyes shifted to the doorway as soon as you entered. it was luck that i saw you come in. so i talked a little louder hoping you'd notice, but you didn't. instead you flocked to the bar and disappeared in a crowd of people that you know better than you know me. you didn't smile. i never see you smile ( Read more... )

goodbyeeeeeee for now.

we shared oxygen and conversation and eventually saliva. it was a charming day & my task was accomplished early on, which meant more time to "catch up". and the lines that were never drawn were crossed again, just like the last time. i think it could be quite possible that we're both making the biggest mistake of our lives, and i think we're both ( Read more... )

when i actually sit down & think about what i'm doing, i laugh at myself. i can't help it. the manipulation that's taking place right now is uncanny. even soy is impressed ( Read more... )

andy milonakis has a penpal from alaska named freddy. i have one too and her name is just alaska from now on. except for she doesn't live in alaska [she just vacations there, you know.], and she'll be far far away in the fall, but she will always be alaska to me. okay?

i love mollyalaksa. i love lamp.

tonight wasn't going to be the night it was going to make it's comeback. goodbye for now glamour drug. i will miss you. so tonight was filled with triumph & awkwardness, thanks to someone being a douchebag and not calling to warn me of an awkward situation ( Read more... )

i've discovered a lot of really good music lately, & that's sweet at life ( Read more... )

last night was another blast from the past. but i lovvvvveeeeeee the east side. [even though it makes me a little uhm, crazy?] i discovered that my friends are "photographetic" and i will be posting the products of this on webshots haha. we went to jcu just so we could pee in the OC bathroom. uhm, we're weird like that. but it was a nice change ( Read more... )