just testing this thing out...

So far, the 12 days into the new year have been quite uneventful. Actually, quite boring. I hope the whole year isn't like this, but next week is the quiet before the storm. School starts on the 23rd. It seems as if i've been going to school forever! I'm ready to graduate. I'm kind of scared, but it's not like that's the end. I still have to go ( Read more... )

A new year....finally!!! I hope this year is a hell of a lot better then last year and without as many deaths....please!

Happy New Year....to whoever reads this anymore.

I don't know why I care. I try my hardest not to, but it's kinda hard when he knows your family. I never thought I would be in this situation. Which is why I try to keep everything separate! I keep work people from family, I keep friends from family, I keep my relationships away from family! Yet, they still manage to get mixed! I just wanted to get ( Read more... )

So, things have been a lot better lately. I've been hanging out with a lot of different people and i've met a lot of new people. Maybe this means i'm out of my weird mood. I actually feel good about making that decision about R. It's made me feel so much better and happier ( Read more... )

So, its over. I decided to make it offical. I should have done that a long time ago, but silly me I kept thinking that everything would go back to how it should be. I kept holding on to those stupid words he told me. I kept thinking that everything was fine. How stupid can I be? I'm done. I don't want to worry about him anymore. I don't want to cry ( Read more... )

I feel so lonely lately ( Read more... )

1 Go to Career Cruising, www.careercruising.com
2 Put in Username: nycareers and Password: landmark.
3 Take their "Career Matchmaker" questions.
4 Post the top twenty results
5 Put the careers you have seriously considered in bold
6 Put the careers that make you think "WTF" in italics

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1.Medical Secretary
2.Dental Assistant
3.Library Technician
4.Health ( Read more... )

May 2oth was the last time I wrote in here. I still feel the same about that whole thing. I can't understand why i'm still holding on to the thought that this whole thing will work out eventually. Sometimes I feel like I should just slap myself out of it. I'm not the type of person to wait around for someone to make up their mind. I'm independent ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking stupid. I feel like an idiot. Why can't I just accept that it's over?