Why is it that no matter how much I try to let him know whats going on in my life and keep him updated something else draws his attention?

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain we all have sorrow ( Read more... )

As i sit here or well lying i am thinking of all the things that we have done and every where we went wrong. I love you but is love enough, to me it is. Unconditional caring faith and commitment, All of which i have for you. So why does it feel conditional, that everything i say and everything i do makes you want to leave, i fight to keep you. i do ( Read more... )

To myself

I hate you…

Whats done is done and whats said is said so why dwell in the past, I tell myself this every time that I look in the mirror, nowi see my self in a new way, a way that I told my self that I never would, from the view point of an addict. I feel crazy now ya know talking to myself, hating myself every moment of every day until ( Read more... )

Hurt dispare pain and destruction

Can the world come crashing down

When hope and faith is there

All you feel is pain

All you see is fear

When facades are down

Insides shine through

What do you see when you look in to the eyes

The window to the soul

The gateway to the heart

All you want is love

But what is love

But the value you put ( Read more... )

To the one that know i havent lost but it feels as though i have. You have inspired me and helped me in ways you could have never imagined i had a lot of fun at cock pit with you last night. it wont be the last one that we have.

I love you TBt

When the world crumble down ontop of you, and everyone is gone, How do you find the strength to rebuild it.

To respond to a statement that you recently made ( Read more... )

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so i am so totaly sitting here in net web waiting for UIL i am so nervous i hope that we do good and get a 1.