There are certain beliefs that I would respect because of my environment. I lived in Mississippi and for a moment of time in my life felt I had to assimilate to. I felt like I had to "bro-it-up" or learn how guys my age would shake hands my clasping their hands and snapping their fingers with a finale of pointing to each other. Whatever happened to ( Read more... )

This weekend was a good one. I've proven a few things to myself ( Read more... )

I hate to indulge myself in the witty sarcasms of my recent evening activities but ( Read more... )

Nelson and I had a big fight last night ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream. It felt so terrifying and unsettling all at the same time. I remember being in a car with Joey, Joel, and Lara. I don't remember who was driving. I just know that I was in the passenger seat and Lara was directly behind me with the rear-view mirror pointing at her. I could see her reflection and her talking without ( Read more... )

No matter what, I know that he'll be sleeping next to me and that I'll wake up to him. There aren't many consistencies in my life, but that's the one thing that stays constant. And I never take that for granted. Never.

Last night was so emotional for me. My school, friends and colleagues opened Beth Henley's "Crimes of the Heart." I can't say how much I love it, because that would be putting it so lightly. I fell back into a place in my life when I remember first doing that show with Lara. The characters came alive before my very eyes and it was so beautiful. At ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I'm going to Chicago.

I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited!

SAY WHAT? CHI TOWN! SAY WHO? CHI TOWN!

I've been making plans on my wedding already.

:)

Alright. So I'm tired of looking the way I do. And it's not in a superficial way like I want higher cheek bones and fuller lips. I just want my body to reflect healthy. I mean I'm pretty skinny, sure. But this belly is weighing me down. Like sometimes I'll be in my bed with my mac on my waist and my belly is hanging over the mouse pad. Gross. So I ( Read more... )