What, Kim updated so here I am. Hi Kimberly, I do not hate you. :-* Well, I have not updated because there is nothing going on in my life, but I will try to update once a month for you all.

I find it hilarious that the one time I don't update about how nervous and scared I am, just when I think I've done my best, I get voted off ( Read more... )

Well, it was fun while it lasted

Yesterday wasn't an up-to-par performance, and I know. I warbled all over the place, had pitch problems, and this is a bit off subject but my outfit just was not working at all. I have this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach that my name is the one Ryan's going to be reading off of that card tonight. I mean, really, who else is America going ( Read more... )

MMM JESUS. *prays ( Read more... )

No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No ( Read more... )

Well, I edited out the bit about Carmen in the last post. Why? Because now I realize that I was being completely immature and out of line. I've barely talked to the girl since she's been here, and I've been in the bottom three more than she has, so I have absolutely no right to talk. The reason I took out my anger is because of Clay. Even though he ( Read more... )

Um, no. Please tell me this is some practical joke because I know Rickey's name should not have been the name on that card. None of the bottom three should have been there.

I am a nervous wreck right now. Please please vote for me.

I really fucking lucked out. I still have to pinch myself to believe that I'm still here. Before Ryan read that no one would leave this week, I was absolutely sure I was gone. And I'm not ready to go. I honestly love everyone in this house, and I want to stay not because I want to mooch off this show for money or fame, but because I want to stay ( Read more... )