EVERYTHING IN THIS JOURNAL IS INCREDIBLY OLD. I NO LONGER USE IT FOR ANY PURPOSE OTHER THAN TO FUEL MY OBSESSION WITH ohnotheydidnt. THANK YOU AND GOODBYE. 

Why does this have to be so hard, and so long and so drawn out? If everyone other relationship I have is like this... I don't know if I want to have another one.  I just feel so tired. So worn out from everything... I'm so sick of caring. I just don't know how to stop. It's been so long and I don't know anymore just how to forget. I'd rather just ( Read more... )

I seriously need a job. Sooo badly. One that doesn't pay $4 an hour (camp) because otherwise my parents will freak out. I'm so picky though :( I don't want to work with food at all. It was terrible last summer and way too stressful. I'd prefer not to work at a clothing store.. unless it was somewhere amazing but there's nowhere that good around ( Read more... )

Uhh... Is summer over yet? Can camp please start soon?

Twenty years it's breaking you down, now that you understand there's no one around ( Read more... )

I'm sort of angry right now. I just got a Brazillian wax and she was SUPPOSED to get everything... but she didn't. There's still little pieces of hair and it fucking bothers me. Especially since I'm going to Ocean City tomorrow. Anyone know how this can be fixed? Should I just pluck it???... :( Ouch ( Read more... )

387W4TYWSIDGKASDGH8934PWYIRKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's all over in five weeks. Granted, I'll have two more years of this after that but still. 4 months at home is a long time. And of course I abolutely love my friends but I've also come to love school. I cannot believe I am actually saying this - I never in a million years would have thought that I'd be one of those people EVER to ( Read more... )

I have a true understanding of how all work and no play completely suuucks. Ever since the second I got back to school on Sunday everything has been go, go, go, go, go. I have barely had a second to sit and breathe. I've been at the library for 3+ hours every night writing papers, studying etc. And it's STILL not over. I have to wake up in 6 hours ( Read more... )

So, the week from hell has ended. It pretty much sucked hardcore with a few random fun times. Monday was Junior Greek Council meeting which was unexpectedly a lot of fun. It's one person from ever chapter and we plan events (I think?) and I've already gotten close with a ZBT boy (obviously). Then after that it was pretty much all downhill. I ( Read more... )