I've said this before, and I sometimes do still wish that he and I could go back to just being friends. I like him a lot and everything. But it was easier as just friends, and there was no consequence of someday maybe not being friends anymore. Yet although I say this, I can't help but miss him a lot ( Read more... )

Ew. So I deleted almost all the entries I wrote about a certain guy I had a thing with. It's not like we are on bad terms now but I just regret ever being associated with him in that way... and I can't believe I wasted my first kiss on him. But at least it's over now, been over for awhile, and you live, you learn, right ( Read more... )

I'm over him! woohoo! It's been awhile actually but I just never got around to writing here about it. Anyway it's a good feeling. I still feel bad about stringing him along like that (not that I did it on purpose) but he doesn't seem hurt about it. I also feel stupid for liking him in the first place, I mean he's nice and everything but not the ( Read more... )

we had SB Classic this weekend. It wasn't exactly as much fun as I thought it would be, but it was pretty cool ( Read more... )

day 2 of Irvine Invite on Sunday ( Read more... )

today was the first day of Irvine Invite ( Read more... )

then this past weekend was Pres Day tourney. we girls didn't go as UC Irvine though. we joined with some UCSD girls, a girl from SD State and a girl from Arkansas. on Saturday it was me, Iris, Annie, Cindy, and Enway. it was 2-2. we all worked really well together especially considering we had never all been on the same team before ( Read more... )

why the hell am I neglecting this?? at a time in my life where I feel like so many things are changing ( Read more... )

this year has just been the craziest ever.... I can't even explain... how easily things can change so drastically... I never expected any of this

wow... just.... wow.... where do I begin ( Read more... )