So im here on a thursday night sitting alone and watching the jersey shore marathon. yea i know winning right? but whatev. i have just been so super stressed lately with work and all it feels great to just sit and veg and not do a damn thing at all,. ross is out playing games and talking anime with my cousins which i am totally happy for. i feel ( Read more... )

3 1/2 years of my life gone. And for what? I'm more alone and broken now then i have ever been before. I'm just glad it is over and i can move on.

I just got back a little while ago and to tell you the truth i am still numb from the whole experience. For the last 4 days i have basically been a leaning post of support all the while having no way to brace myself from the shock of everything that has gone on. My grandmother is dying and in florida so ross and i flew down there for a few days, ( Read more... )

Well i am off to florida in a couple of hours, wish me luck because my grandma is not doing good and i don't want to go and see her like i think she is. It is bad. and i know my aunt doesn't bullshit me. So i am expecting it to be really bad. I just found out the other day that she has a tumor in the middle of her chest. that may be why she can'tr ( Read more... )

So yea the Bowling for Soup Show totally kicked major ass! Jess, Andrea and i made our way to the front row and rocked out for the night. MC Lars sucked ass, total white boy that was trying to rap, American Hi Fi were awesome, and Bowling for Soup were fucking amazing! That and i got Jarret's bracelet. I have not taken it off yet by the way. I can' ( Read more... )

So ross and i went up to new york on tuesday to see rent. We hung out with kelly and her sister the whole time and had a blast. Even though it took us forever to get up there on the bus it was worth it because we got to hang out for two hours before the show and we ran all around times square. we even had time to ride the ferris heel inside the ( Read more... )

Happy Valentines' Day to Everyone!!! Even those of you that do not have anyone to share the holiday with, know that you are all loved either way and don't need a Hallmark holiday to know that. Especially Julian, hes loved by so many people he is the biggest pimp ever ( Read more... )

Leaving in a few minutes be back late sunday night. bye.

So i finally picked a time to update my journal, yay, i know that you are all so thrilled. Today i worked an early shift for once and was home at a farely decent time. Not after dark for once. So i at work i bought the grudge and i raced home to watch it because i swear it is deffinately one of the scariest movies of all time, for me anyway. So i ( Read more... )