I think I'm getting pretty depressed. I don't know how else to say it. He's leaving in 15 days, and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it, so tonight I will sit at home alone and watch my show.

What if I felt like I belonged in that life? Would that make me a stronger or a weaker person? Who sees this as weakness or strength, anyway? Why am I letting this eat me away, consuming my every thought, my every action? Why must I care so much? Would this really change who I am completely? Would this really make me a different person ( Read more... )

I can't seem to put these feelings into words. I usually can. Granted, it takes me a lot of words to do so, but I get the job done, nevertheless. I feel angry, selfish, unhappy, and depressed while also feeling, relieved, excited, and overwhelmed. What could this all come together to mean? I know my life would be so much more exciting, but I ( Read more... )

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The puppy is SO cute, but my cell phone battery is very low, and it won't let me into "camera mode" to send the pictures to my computer. I'll have to wait until tonight to post pics of him, but he is so adorable ( Read more... )

I've been cutting payroll checks for a few months now, and I still make a few mistakes sometimes. It's not the easiest thing in the world to do, but I do it ( Read more... )

I love this man. He's very sexy. He just told me to get a life...

Okay, forget everything I just said. He's a butt-face. I like him only sometimes.

Butt-face.

Nothing more, nothing less. I am going to a class tonight to make up for missing class last night. Blah! I think the worst part of life is when you're young. Not the other way around ( Read more... )

I shorted this employee 10 hours of overtime today on accident because instead of typing 15.83 hours of overtime on his check, I accidentally typed 5.83 hours. Simple mistake that is easily correctable. I apologized 100 times while ushering him into my office to correct it as soon as he brought it to my attention ( Read more... )

I thought that this day would go by slowly, and because I am that good, it has. Tonight is The Covenant night. I wonder how many movie watcher points I have; maybe I'll get something. :)