I quit. No i am just kidding. I couldnt possibly quit now. I just need to stop trying. I gave up before and it worked. So now maybe i can just quit trying for a while. Make her try. Maybe that will work. I think its because i want things to be one way and shes not ready for that. But i guess at the same time i must really care about her. ( Read more... )

Its hard. Wanting so much more then what i can have. Its easy at the same time. Its hard sitting alone in my room late at night thinking about her. Knowing that we wont be more, for a long time. But its easy spending every second i do with her and knowing this. Its easy knowing that when i look her in the eyes, i see everything that lets me ( Read more... )

Its hasnt even been 12 hours ( Read more... )

weird. You drive me crazy. So weird. I stay up until, well its now 4:30 because i cant get you off of my mind. I want to stay up all day just to see you. I just saw your picture from the other night. I seriously gasped. You take my breath away so easy. weird. Its all so sudden and all so crazy. I just want you to feel exactly how i do, ( Read more... )

From the outside looking in you can never understand...from the inside out i can never explain. Things that go on inside this guy make so much sense. I swear everything i do has a reason and a purpose before i do. But most people dont really understand that about me. Everyone thinks i am absolutely obsessed with getting married, and i help them ( Read more... )

I havent wrote on here in forever, but its the only place i can write without millions of people seeing it. I have never felt like this. I have the biggest crush on a girl and all i want to do is be with her. I hardly know her but i feel like i have been her friend for a long ass time. I seriously have the hugest crush ive had in so long and it ( Read more... )

OK im sorry for never updating but here i go! i love tara shes awesome. and now heres something i wrote...Its on my xanga which is Otterpop13 if anyone wants to look at that...but i wanted to put it here too ( Read more... )

So im still sick and it still sucks and im driving an hour to go see a basketball game otnight and im missing my frat meeting and tara is mad at me cuz im cranky...sorry tara! lovies...im out

being sick blows...but partying doesnt.

Holla i made a new live journal too cuz everyone else seemed to be doin it...Holla at yo boy. also...u should reply if u wanna be my friend...and you should be my friend cuz im lonely