why can't i do this? i have so much to do. i can't do it. i can't get caught up. i have no time or motivation. i am almost literaly staring down the barrel of a gun. i feel like my insides have turned to mush. i don't sleep well anymore. i'm always stressed out and i'm always bitching about being stressed out and i hate it and i'm learning to hate ( Read more... )

congratulations are in order for the democrats. i'm proud of you. now try not to screw up ( Read more... )

as for me ( Read more... )

you tell me what you believe ( Read more... )

so last nights post, yeah. i didn't drop the class because of my advisor. he wants to go ahead and start where we are in the semester and go through the spring. funny thing is, he said he was acctually expecting this to go through the spring. so the grade will show up on my transcripts as an "I" for incomplete and when i do finish the study, i will ( Read more... )

i'm dropping my independant study tommorrow unless my advisor can give me a good reason not to.

for once i would like to feel adequate.

i've been wandering a lot lately. i cant seem to keep my mind still. i'm all over the place mentaly and emotionaly. i'm not being emotional, i'm just having a lot of them. make any sense. for the most part, i like it but i hate it. funny, eh ( Read more... )

i'm feeling much better now ( Read more... )

the last big birthday has come and gone. from here on out it's half decades and decades ( Read more... )

tough climb today. i am beat.it's a good thing i take tuesdays off ( Read more... )