woohoo! Being at work give me a chance to update ( Read more... )

Hey guys.

I feel good.  I think.

I am going to go to the lake.

Brian is going to visit me.

He is bringing Joel.

I miss them.

So, hmmm yes I have had a good week.

With Alex and then with Mike.

I like Mike.

Do I want a relationship??

He is excellent in bed.

Alex is short.

I tried to get food stamps

I have a doctors appointment on Tuesday.

I am ( Read more... )

I am hungover.

I want to fuck Jesus! (that sounds sacreligious)

I don't know if I want more from him.  Maybe.  Maybe not.

I get drunk way too often.

I get stoned every night.

I hate my job.

I am looking for a new one.

Am probably going to have to drink bleach.

My roommate got arrested with 3 counts of contributing to minors.

My landlady's son was ( Read more... )

Okay everyone. For those of you who don't know I moved. I moved to Tucumcari and currently live with my grandmother. I found a house and will be moving in on the 27th of this month. It's five bed 2 bath 2 story ( Read more... )

I watched a movie last night.  It was difficult to watch, to say the least.  Millions of people were killed or were killing.  It prompted another journal entry.  It's under the cut.

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Sometimes I wish, that I wasn't me.  That I didn't have to put up with people, you know.  I sometimes wish I was different.  Where I could survive, just me, all by myself.  I don't think you understand, I put so much pressure on myself.  Always criticizing, never complimenting.  I wish I were brave.  I wish I were someone else.  Right now I don't ( Read more... )

~Peace ( Read more... )

At Tasha's updating...had fun...hmmm loves the Kristi right now!!!!!!! WOOT!!!!!!!!

1. What is your full name? : Patricia Lenn Murphy ( Read more... )

Friday night, as usual went down town ( Read more... )