oh my god, I'm totally getting dumped today. I can feel it in my bones. And it feel terrible.

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It feels like the beginning of the end of summer. Maybe it's just because of the rain, which we haven't had for so long, but the days are getting noticably shorter again. They say the year is divided evenly between long days and short ones, but why does it seem like the half with the long ones goes by so much faster? It's been one crazy-ass summer ( Read more... )

After telling myself all day yesterday that I was not going to call Erik because to do so would sacrifice what power I have left, I broke down last night and called ( Read more... )

I am in hell.

I am so hungover, I want to die.

I drank 3 Stag tall boys and a really strong margharita last night. Did I mention I want to die?

But I cannot die; I must sit here at my desk and pretend to do productive, useful things. My brain is barely functioning and my body is sore and sluggish (sluggish is putting it nicely).

I think the fact that I have become infatuated with Chuck Klosterman and I suspect that we are soulmates (not in a creepy I'm-going-to-stalk-him-because-clearly-we're-meant-to-be-together way but in a if-somehow-my-life's-circumstances-were-different-we-could-have-feasibly-fallen-madly-in-love way) is possibly the most perfect embodiment I can ( Read more... )

Now I am single again ( Read more... )

I almost emailed this to Andy, but I've decided I don't want to tell him yet. Mainly because I haven't totally come to terms with this, so I don't really want to have to explain it to someone else and deal with them knowing and asking questions ( Read more... )

It's 11:48pm. Erik is over at Tanya's. They're talking about... Oh fuck, I don't even know what they're talking about. I guess Erik's trying to convince her that they can be friends, or whatever ( Read more... )