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Baaaahhh
Me and Ryan broke up on Tues and ended up getting back on fri. I know it was to soon but after my dad giving us a dead line for the weekend and me being stupid, well yeah we got back together. So a lot of drama has been going on latly and i feel as if certain people have let it get in the way of our friendship. Im very disappointed by this but ( Read more... ) -
the world can kiss my ass one cheek at a time
people fucking suck. thats all i have to say. -
Living a lie
A lot had been going on latly that can really say to much about. I kinda feel like im keep climbing up this wall but as soon as i get to the top, i fall off. Like im trying to claw my way out of a box but its just not happening. I thing I've really gotten myself in deep this time and there is no easy way out. Someone is going to get hurt, and im ( Read more... ) -
to early
1. In two words, explain what ended your last relationship ( Read more... ) -
My baby boy!!!
Okay so I went into labor on wednsdat morning and i had Jude on Thursday morning at 1:13 am! He weighs 8 lbs and 4 oz and was 22in long!!! And is the most beautiful baby boy ever!!! Dark brown hair, blue eyes and i have a feeling he's gonna have the columbian skin tone, cause he's alreadt looking pretty tan!!! I swear he is suck a heartbreaker ( Read more... ) -
false labor
So I kept having contractions last night and by 6:42 this morning they became regular at ten mins apart. I went to the hospital around 10 am and by 11 am they were about 2-3 mins apart. My cervix was soft, i was contracting like crazt but no dialation, WTF!!! So i am not back home, still having contractions and they pretty much told me that when ( Read more... ) -
enduction
So as of 3 weeks ago i was dialated just under 1cm, and as of my lastb appointment i am dialated just over 1 cm, so things are moving extrememly slow. So depending on how my next appointment goes, i will most likly be scheduled for an enduction on July 3rd! I'm really hoping this happens, im not so sure how well i could handle being over due by a ( Read more... ) -
friend
It's funny how I have all these numbers in my phone book, and more than enough "friends" on my myspace friend list. There a re a very select few people that i call friend's and best friends, so why do i feel like i have no friends right now. I know i do, but sometimes its hard to say that when i never get to talk or see them. Kittie's in AL and ( Read more... ) -
so ready
Ugggg, i am so ready to have this baby. I been doing everything that i know of to help bring labor but it just don't wanna come. Im dialated but thats not meaning shit anymore. I just wish he'd pop out already. -
engaged
So Ryan proposed on Saturday night, and of course i said yes. It' crazy, i mean in a way its not cause we been knowing we'll get married but now it's all official and stuff. I so pyched though! I been waiting for this for a long time and unlike before when i wanted to get married, im actually ready for it now. We havn't set a date or anything ( Read more... )