I'm feeling a bit isolated tonight. I've had one of the most stressful days in a long time and it hasn't gotten much better as the day went on. I just have way too much on my plate what with the moving, work, school, having to take care of my friends, worrying to death about what's coming next I can't see more than two days into the future and it ( Read more... )

I feel like I have any icy cold knife in my chest right now

It's amazing how fast you can go from being self pitying to deathly worried in .5 seconds...

I don't know why I'm so scared I just have a bad feeling right now

I am so tired today. We had a huge estate sale all day from 9 to 5 and Teresa and I had our own little table selling some worthless shit. We figured it was best if she slept over on Friday night cause she was helping us anyways so she did and of course we stayed up waaaaay too late and needed to get up really fuckin early the next morning. I ( Read more... )

Holy crap I've had waaaaay to much chocolate today. As an easter treat for you people I'm going to present you with the five stages of chocolate addiction and effect ( Read more... )

God I feel so alone today. The only good that came out of it is that I learned a big chunk of Fade to Black. When my heart is empty I have a lot more passion and drive to play music. Sometimes I think it's the only thing that can stop that ache. It blurrs the lines. I love that

Anyways.. I really need to cheer up heh heh

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I should have posted this a long tim ago but at least I finally remembered ( Read more... )

So I made myself a new layout. Isn't it purdy? It took me a whole ten minutes to do

I just got an Ebay account last night and I've been going nuts blowing all my funds on really cool rare shit. I was just about to buy a bunch of So What issues but then my mom came and saw what I was doing and restrained me until the auction was over. I put up a good fight but lost in the end LOL. So now I've taken a vow to only buy stuff sparingly ( Read more... )

Why is it every time I try and make one little comment on something I think is wrong, my friends turn on me and make it seem like I was insulting them. Make me feel like a nasty rat why dont ya! I never meant for it to go that way I should have just kept my mouth shut and turned away.