I ate A LOT of lasagna and I think I'm gonna throw up... yeah... boo. I had 6 goals today, and this was the best time to do it *cough*helen*cough ( Read more... )

So after missing my flight... having Helen bail earlier than we both wanted... and spending all night in the Orlando airport wanting to just go home or have helen come back... I'm finally home...and I really wanna leave now ( Read more... )

I have a month left to go...and I still hate my job more than ever. But everything outside is calm except for the fact that I'm on pre-paid time and I know this is the end to one of the best things that ever happend to me. This is straight bitter sweetness...can't get anymore defined than this. I hope I can make this the best month ever.

Maybe, just maybe I can finally stop bitching. Maybe now I can finally let whatever the guests say just kinda roll. Maybe I can finally come back from work and not take it home with me, just leave it at the door and say f.c.u.k. it. Maybe, just maybe it shoulda been like this sooner. I really am a lucky lil guy. Its crazy what can happen in a ( Read more... )

Get up, go to work... get up go to work... go to the store... go to work... go to sleep, get up go to work... chill with the roommates... go to work. I'd almost rather be back at school cause I had no idea how much hockey kept me balanced. I don't miss home but I totally fell into a routine and I hate everyone who knows how to break out of it. I ( Read more... )

If I had my stick, gloves and a ball and/or my guitar... I'd be all better. 2hrs of sleep is a horrible feeling when your mind won't shut up.

Yea thats all.

And I find myself in a rutt. Why the fuck is this so damn hard to shake? Everywhere I go, and even cross country, its still the same shit on a different day, with a different name, different face but the same enthralling emotion ( Read more... )

So some say that girls are mindfucks... which I agree with. But I think the bigger varible is how much I let shit roll around in my head and let my own head fuck with me. And that only took me 7 or 8 years to learn... not bad eh ( Read more... )

Alright starting right fucking now... EVERYONE STOP TRYING TO SAY THINGS, SEND STATEMENTS, PUSSY-FOOT AROUND YOUR PROBLEMS BY POSTING SHIT IN YOUR AIM PROFILES AND AWAY MESSAGES... And this doesn't go to just the people back home either... really man the fuck up... extremely immature. It's not to often that I can critize w/o contradicting myself ( Read more... )

Work, personal, social, and wasted... all time... all a balancing act ( Read more... )