i just cant leave him. who the hell am i to call him a pothead? im in just as worse shape as he is. we have both fallen into this deep dark hole. slowly being comsumed by weed, speed, coke, e, skag and sex. our house is a wreck...dishes everywhere....dirty clothes on the floor....im sure if you go outside there are newspapers piled up in our drive ( Read more... )

well well well look who remembered his password for his journal? bahahah! well lets see whats going on... my husba- i mean Roger...well i try not to talk to him any more. Sad? Yes very. He has turned into a huge pothead douche bag....i mean-hes a bigger pot head than me and hell, i smoke ALOT of weed ( Read more... )

aim;chris talksDerbyuhm since the break up with rog ive been on the downlow working on the record. i just talked to lance the other day...yeah thats about it...oh and that crush on Hal Sparks that i was talking about back in April? Its grown. Like woah people, like woah. So whats up with all you people? Did ya'll see my boy J win last night? heck ( Read more... )

SUP KIDS :) Chris here...in a drunken-state i might add. uh the album cd THING is going along just fucking dandy. im kind of getting excited about it. hah wheere the hell is my pizza? i ordered it like an hour ago...fucking mexicans must ahve gotten lost on the way here >:O hmmmm i need to get laid. im getting prettu lonly here. hmmmmmmmmmmm oh ( Read more... )

IM BACCK! I decided to take a little break from online life. so i un-hooked my computer and locked it up. And now im back. All refreshed and ready to go. yay. im single. rog and i had our differences with things and uh i hope hes happy where ever he may be and i hope he finds someone good for him cause he deserves it. now...NOW what else? i havent ( Read more... )

i figured it was time to update this thing. ive been in hiding lately just to get away from whatever drama was goin down on here but i believe im back. hmm lets see...what has chris been up to? well i went to the xl studio and did another show with Doc and Jonny. I gave out some tickets to challenge for the children...or attempted to. It was fun. I ( Read more... )

hung out with lance tonight at our old meeting place... it was nice talking to him again. *nods a little* yep. thats it.

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i think roger needs to update....and i also believe we are running out of places to taint....hmmm