I stayed home to get something productive done, but ended up vegging out and reading live journal, haha. Maybe next time.

i think my brother just cancelled my phone which is awesome.
And i am mad because you disrespected me, so calling the situation dumb and disregarding my feelings only makes me more mad.

Okay, so my dad is dead convinced that a muffin tastes better upside-down.

So as a follow-up to my last entry, no good mood lasts for long, and it has deminished since then. After the happenings of last night, which scared me and upset me severly, to the entirety of the day today. I feel like every friend I had last year, is gone, they've all moved on, friends I've had my entire life. I guess I am the only one who hasn't ( Read more... )

I don't think I could ever feel better than I do right now, Something's right. I wish I could capture this mood and save it, to intangle myself in over and over again until life becomes a mass of good energy and wonderment. I don't know why, but today was a great day, and everything fell into place beautifully.

This weather is back, and I feel I can afford more air to breath. It improves my mood by leaps and bounds.

Well the term best friends really took on a whole new meaning this weekend, now I'm pretty sure I have none. It's the little things that prove who's really there for you, and neither of you were. So thanks.

Lately I have been feeling so lifeless
.. spontaneous surges of energy are not enough to keep me going anymore.

Give me change, give me variety, bring on the excitement, give me that day that I am free to move on a whim.

School was so weird, being back there just didnt feel right, maybe it never does
My brother is such an awesome person, when he goes back to california in a few days, it's going to be tough

nothing ever works out the way it is supposed to