i actually made it to church today.. i was sad while i was there, because i felt really out of place... i feel like such a horrible person when i'm surrounded by the people there...
ironically, after starting my car to come home, my cd player began blaring hells bells.... i love my life and the timing of it.

you all are waaay too depressed.
get some uppers.

i'm 21 now. let's go.

as i woke this morning, i was greeted by a voicemail notification.... i checked it and it was drama.. somebody affected my pride. i let my prideful emotions take over and the adrenaline rush i immediately acquired aided in the process of the explosion. i said some immature things, and threatened somebodys well-being..... although i still don't ( Read more... )

why is it that when you take the initiative to end a relationship, it still hurts so much. i am completely dissatisfied with my decision... i want him back but he's too far gone now.. sometime's i can't belive myself. i suck at life.

i still love you.

i'm alive.

i can't quite decide which lj account i'd rather use.. i have been bouncing back and forth between the two.... whatever ( Read more... )

you guys are boring.

Kortni ( Read more... )

"for a few seconds, this place was armageddon..... there was a FIRE FIGHT!!"

every time i watch the movie, i expect to hear drums right after that line. and ever time, the drums cease to exist.

oh, bleeding through, what have you done to me?