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Well here I am. No more sound of traffic annoying me. No having to deal with room mates. No one getting pissed at me for leaving something of mine downstairs. Paradise..huh ( Read more... )

Hello journal. Hello me. If I can't type and talk to real people, I guess this is good too, right? Buddy list is empty. I play a game no one knows me from. I go to work where I talk to people, yet I feel like I am talking to myself. There is no contact. No interaction. I wish I could type more. I wish I could say something to myself that would ( Read more... )

I don't believe in fairy tales. I don't believe in fate, or the tooth ferry, or horoscopes. I have a realistic concept of dreams and love. They exist for a simple, scientific reason. This has driven some of my friends mad, since I am not subtle with my believes. There has only been one friend that has ever challenges these core believes. Only one ( Read more... )

Have you ever listened to a group that you liked as a kid, but then when you listened to it later, you were slightly embarrassed by your past perception of the music? Maybe a book? Or a movie? Growth is a funny thing. Can you admit that it is quite possible that all the things you like this very instance will make you cringe as you recall them in ( Read more... )

Today I had a conversation with a long time friend. She was honest, thoughtful, logical, clear minded. Everything I didn't want her to be. I have gone years just assuming our friendship, our relationship would just go on forever. You know, one of those friends that was there no matter what? Things changed over the years, girlfriends and boyfriends ( Read more... )

I sometimes hate writing. It can put to paper something we would rather not say. I sometimes love writing. It puts to paper somethings we dare not say. Im bored, im depressed, Im scared. I have lost the close relationship of two friends this week. That has me down to one. And one that is mostly casual. I see my self falling to caffeine where I once ( Read more... )

This story is about a 13 year old, going into 6th grade. He didn't have alot of friends. He spoke funny, had glasses, and chubby to boot. Then one day a friend introduced him to a game. Now this was in the time before WOW, and even Everquest. When role playing online mostly consisted of creative chats in ICQ or AOL chat rooms. So when I learned I ( Read more... )

So I ran. I was afraid of how deeply she could hurt me. I haven't felt anything like I did for her in a very long time. I don't think she understood. Or worst yet..maybe she did. She is not in the wrong. I am not scorned. I am not spiteful. For her she will wonder for maybe one week where I went, then nothing. Me on the other hand remember my first ( Read more... )

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