So much has happened in the last couple of months which is a bit scary, but life goes on i guess ( Read more... )

Gone to hell and back.

this is a ponit where i forget whats going on in everyday life, living with somebody who is pure evil, and purs on a show to be a normal teenager, but she is anything but normal. the spanun of satian himself. and is truly deldid. 
you never would have thought she was the younger sister the way she treats me, But like i said ( Read more... )

Hannah's  growing up, and its all making so such sense to me now, and i finale manged to find out why all those weird things were happing all the baby dreams of me pregenet and giving brith and looking after my little blessing from the heavans , as if. i knew that from that very moment  if i had a girl i would call melody. but it all so made me ( Read more... )

was frankies b day yesterday and all went to basinstoke and saw a movie then went to dexters after, was really nice she had a gd time, but its my mum's b day today and she's hit the big 50, plus she was freaking out this morning bout whats gonna happen the rest of the day, but she's had a nice day so far, but going 6to the beach tonight for a ( Read more... )

yay.......... back to work tomorrow....great fun...........not.

still having very werid dreams, i was asleep in my room and i had just given birth to melody, and was at home in bed, and suddnly heard the door down stairs being forced open by somebody i sat up in my bed looked over at the cot she was sleeping so quitely i picked her up and went into ( Read more... )

i have been feeling so shity for the last few days, i have burst into tears twice but am crying at this very moment, whats wrong with me, why is this happening. i'm so confused ( Read more... )

road trip to A and E last night and found out that i had dislocated my finger and now am  in a sling. it sucks. 

had a job interview, as a sewing machinist, working for a company that makes curtains. went very well and i hope i get the job.

but am very bored over the weekend, don't know what i'm gonna do.

nothing is ever perfect but somtimes, you just have to accepet that things arn't men't to be. i was seeing this guy very casualy but he was messing me about and basicly i said that i want to just be friends until we both get sorted with our lifes.     

am really bored, had a great time last night. though but tonight its sisters turn. lots of fiftteen year olds getting drunk and geting off with eachother. fun.........not. oh well shit happens.