I wonder if I'll ever find the one. The one who I'll marry and have a family with. Own a house with them. I have almost come to the conclusion that I'll never get my happily ever after.

So I had to go to the doctors for my ankle. That's fine. It's a sprain that didn't heal right. Tried an air cast. That didn't work. I then got a walking boot. Went to physical therapy. It's gotten better. Well I had another issue with something that formed on my tattoo. Well finally saw someone. Nothing wrong. Well she had to weigh me. That number ( Read more... )

So I feel very conflicted. I have been hanging out with this guy. We've meet a handful of times and I still don't know where we stand. I don't know if it's me. I try and bring up stuff and then he says he's going to bed.

I am tires of going to bed alone. I want/need to feel my other half in bed with me. His arms wrapped around me. Holding me close ( Read more... )

So I'll admit this job I have had for 2 years is my first actual retail job. I mean a first retail job ever. I honestly hate and love it at the same time.

Ever since a few months ago when a broken cell phone was supposedly "stolen" everyone has been walking on eggshells. It was never stolen. It was put back and I never touched it. Stealing means ( Read more... )

Been feeling all kinds of emotional lately. Ugh. I'm happy sad goofy weird silly funny sad happy. Just don't feel like me. I don't know

So what is true love to you?  I think it's where you have that spark with that one person. That you want to be with them every day. Have a family with them. I was in love once. Just once. And I got my heart broken. Maybe that's why I guard my heart so much. I don't let many people into my heart so easily. But I am a person. I am human and want to ( Read more... )

The life of a single mom is anything but glamorous. I work 5 days a week and have 2 days off and even then I can't get out. I mean I love my kid but I just want some alone time. Ya know? I don't know. Maybe it's me. I miss my alone time.

Everyone has some hidden troubles?  I know I have mine. I feel lonely. Like I'm never going to find that one person. That person to be with. To get married. I don't know. My thoughts are all jumbled lately. I can't seem.to get them straight. I feel happy then I feel sad. Things are great then turn crappy. Why can't life be easier? Why can't things ( Read more... )

Do you ever get in that mood? Where you just want to pack everything up and move away? Start a new life somewhere else where no one knows your story? I'm in that mood tonight. I want to pack my things and leave. Don't know why but I do.
I miss my connection with nature. I miss feeling the grass under my feet. The fresh air smell. Can I just build my ( Read more... )

Is it so bad to crave that human contact with someone? I am feeling so lonely. I want that touch from that special someone. I hate that dating is so hard when you have a child. No one wants to take on that task. Not that I'm asking anyone to. My daughter isn't a burden or a mistake. I love her dearly with all my heart. I want someone to share my ( Read more... )