Excerpts from Coonversations ( Read more... )

I think I would enjoy living there (aside from the lack of friends) because it wont matter that I am Black or Latino or Blatino because to them I will just be a foriegner anyway so I will fit in a hell of a lot better than I do here ( Read more... )

So this morning when I arose I had the overwhelming "Where's The Beach?" sentiment but I forced mysef out of Bed and into the world anyway because I've found that if you ignore your feelings of self doubt and throw all caution to the wind, 20 percent of the time good things sort of happen; 75 percent of the time you end in a bout of deep self- ( Read more... )

So I have come up with my song title which is describing how I feel right now. I feel like my new personality is moving into my old personality and I am not sure I am completely comfortable with it. I saw this commercial that said "do you ever feel like someone else's teeth are in your mouth?" I was like Yess!!! thats how I feel anyway more to come ( Read more... )

Despite what many people may think I had the most amazing time last night. It was surprising even to me. The whole night was just like a scene from a Movie... I wish that every day I could feel like that..I have discovered that God, or whomever, gives you friends because he knows that at some point you will self reflect and be like I suck, and I ( Read more... )

So I was thinking that it is destined for me to work in the entertainment industry somehow, but i am not sure if that translates to being on screen. it seems every Black person I see on commercials are the classic light skinned blacks with the curly hair...one out of two aint bad, or is it

Este Weekin ( Read more... )

So I think I make many enemies when it comes to politics but I have really broken the camel's back this time.. so I was into this discussion with one of my Cuban-American aquaintances when she was all like yeah Fidel is dead and I am soo happy. then I said "well firstlt he's not dead and secondly I think it is pretty damn tragic when we call ( Read more... )

This article is long but it reads very easily ( Read more... )

So today marks the Nine month mark of me being true to my celibacy. its been over a year since I actually first took the vows in June of 2005 but I have been true to them sicne October 22nd 2005. This feels good at least one thing in life I am sticking to..even if its not actually living.