I'm a pot of water and I'm just about fucking boiling over.

Best
1. Male Friend: Nicky
2. Female friend: not sure
3. Vacation: Fort Bragg
4. Memory: saying I do. that or hearing him say it

Worst
1. Time of day: having to hang up the phone
2. Day of the week: Monday
3. Food: onions
4. Memory: watching the white busses pull away

Last
1. Person you saw: Alison, housemate
2. Talked to on the phone: my sister, who is afraid ( Read more... )

I opened my desk drawer today and for the first time saw it for what it is: evidence. 
I have to tell you, every pen has its place as does every post it stack. 
First step to recovery? Probably to move things around, but dear god, I just can't. Good thing I made that appointment.

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Harvest Bay dried fruit are the best! I could eat a whole bag at once, oh wait, I just did.
Got back from dance practice and it rocks. Everyone should learn Polynesian dancing, it should be like a common thing. Be taught in schools. I could be going a bit far with this... Let me tell you though, it's not as easy as they make it look. 
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Nicky baby, look what I found:

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All day I've been anxious. Not in a commonly used meaning of the word, but in a DSM definition of anxiety, anxious. I blamed my state of mind on cramps and bloating, hence high irritability. Which was probably the case. Nick hasn't called since yesterday morning. I'm in no way complaining, some wives have only gotten a few calls the whole time they ( Read more... )

1) One Book You've Read More Than Once ( Read more... )

Nicky Poo,

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Having a crappy day. Bad feelings, too much worry, lonelyness - never a good situation.  Yeah... i think that's all I got.