i have been sleeping about 18 hours a day. this is probably unhealthy.

in the meantime, i have 45 minutes to kill, and there's not a lot to do at 11:45 on a monday night.

( 45.minutes.to.kill )

i really think everyone should be more careful about what they make fun of, myself included. because people wind up mocking very serious things, often that they do not understand WHATSOEVER ( Read more... )

i love rain ( Read more... )

so it's 6:34 in the morning and i have yet to sleep. the reason i do not sleep is because i am thinking. not about anything good or bad, just thinking. i usually try not to overthink things but i feel that this is productive thought tonight because for some reason I am being very calm, even when thinking about pretty turbulent stuff. it's like ( Read more... )

so last night was pina colada night and casey got a little carried away. needless to say i felt like SHIT this morning and i cannot believe i drove myself home. i need to re-strengthen my anti-drunk driving resolve. i used to be totally stonefaced about it. i wouldn't even drink a beer and then get behind the wheel, because i knew if i did, it ( Read more... )

"Confronted every day with the mysteries of space and the atom, I continue to be amazed at the complexity and order of our universe. From the sub-microscopic realm of the atom to the expanding reaches of the galaxies, our universe runs like intricate and well-oiled clockwork according to great physical laws which never change or falter." ~Lambert ( Read more... )

i have the most amazing bud ever. it made me sleep for fourteen hours after i went to bed last night. weee.

i think i'm going home next weekend.

( fuck )

sometimes i feel like a freak because i miss rehab. but honestly, if the "therapy" hadn't been so abusive, it would have been one of the best times of my life. if the rules hadn't been so unnecessarily strict (no hand-holding, no music), it would have been one of the best times of my life. i met the most amazing people there. of course when you ( Read more... )

You know it ain't easy ( Read more... )

went back to the lake house tonight. it was pretty sweet. we watched a fireworks show and swam out to the neighbor's floating trampoline/slide and bounced about. yvonne hooked up with some random guy somehow. i had to leave early because tesia had a family emergency and i was the one with the car. it's all good. i didn't want to stay that ( Read more... )