fuck fuck FUCCKKK!!!! i was supposed to work at 5 today and i didn't know it, because when work called me the voicemail never beeped in. and so i talked to bridget, the receptionist, and she said that my boss is going to "call me about it." and last week i had an appt at 1 and i thought it was at 2, so that turned into a huge debacle. iiii am ( Read more... )

i think i may have put too much on my plate. i thought i could handle it, but now i am wondering. i have NO free time at all, not even like 20 minutes out of the day half the time. i don't sleep. i tutor nonstop, i TA nonstop, i go to class and do homework nonstop. i have not sat down and "relaxed" in literally a few months. there is no "me ( Read more... )

- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold the ones that best apply to you.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. (well, i hope not) Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful ( Read more... )

and then again this morning.

i don't have very good judgment.

soooo school starts monday. stab me immediately. actually, i'm kind of glad. summer was a blast, but now it is starting to get dull because there is nothing to do but drink beer and i can't smoke weed anymore because i promised skunk i would quit. so...awesome ( Read more... )

today i went to tutoring center training from 9-3. i must say it was far less painful than i planned, partly because there was this incredibly hot guy there. i will do him. but time actually seemed to pass pretty fast, i guess because i was busy ( Read more... )

today i went to tutoring center training from 9-3. i must say it was far less painful than i planned, partly because there was this incredibly hot guy there. i will do him. but time actually seemed to pass pretty fast, i guess because i was busy ( Read more... )

yesterday ( Read more... )

i promised skunk i would not smoke pot until i saw him again (which could be very far into the future). i have not smoked in 5 days and i am going out of my mind. which is pathetic. but true. i seriously feel sooo high-strung and edgy/stressed. and there is still thc in my system - the worst will be in 3 weeks or so, when it is all gone. ( Read more... )

i was actually semi-productive today ( Read more... )