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I had a dream about James. And now, I want to talk to him so badly. I miss him more than I thought I ever could. It was the best dream I've had in months. I wish things had gone better between us. He was too skitterish and I was too bitchy. Something inside me is aching, and I just want to talk to him on the phone. I left a message on his ( Read more... )

Ah yes, I forgot to tell everyone that I'm working on my 5.9's in climbing now. Which is pretty freaking awesome for those of you who don't know. I was talking to this lady at the gym yesterday who said it took her 2 months to do a 5.8. I did one my second day...

Everything you wanted to know about me, and some things you didn't ( Read more... )

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These are my new climbing shoes. Super awesome, top of the line 5.10's. They were also super awesome expensive. Thank buddha for early birthday presents.


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Sorry, that last entry was really scary. I feel really scary though. Or is it that I feel really scared? I'm perpetually tired and forgetting to give my boyfriend the teddy bear I bought him sent me into a sob-fest that lasted a good hour. How am I going to do this? All I want is to be happy without trying. Is it really so hard. Chemical ( Read more... )

Why is it that I always feel filthy after I cry ( Read more... )

So yeah, lots has happened since I've been home. I went to lunch with Ann, and was talking to her about all my stuff and she said I was very manic depressive, which I already knew. This was something I've been struggling with for a really long time and I told her I was just tired of fighting it all the time on my own. She suggested I take anti- ( Read more... )