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What am I doing!?

It is really hard to step back from your life and take a look at things from a different angle. I try to step back and consider things i've done or gone through and also tried to look at the way that i've handled these situations. This weekend I realized that what I saw and felt was completely opposite of what other people saw and felt. People saw ( Read more... )

So I need to lose some weight... about 50 to 70 pounds worth. Here's why. So, I dressed up today so that after class I could put in an application at Glamour Shots to be a photographer, unfortunately the manager was not there so no such luck with needing to dress up. My thighs are so damn fat that they rub together, so much so that i'm surprised ( Read more... )

So i'm really excited about moving in with Zach and Kyle. First I have to pay off some debts... Amber, Bank, etc. I also have to make a budget and actually live by it which is something that i've needed for a long while now. I'm ready to take control of my life and be responsible. Things are falling into place nicely and i'm feeling less stress ( Read more... )

So things have been going better than ever. I'm really trying to be positive and hopeful. I usually just await the inevitable crash and burn of anything good that ever happens to me or wait for the catch. So far so good though and I'm really hoping that it continues because I am seriously giddy. School starts soon and I can't decide if I'm ready ( Read more... )

Back from Florida. IT WAS GLORIOUS!!! Leaving monday to go to St. Louis to see Lana and the Phillies beat the Cardinals ass!

leaving at 5am to head to Florida.

I've spent the past few weeks basically secluded. I have hung out with people but not as much as usual. I actually sat down and finished a book that I have been trying to read for the past year or more. It feels really great to take some time to myself and relax for once in my life. I don't know why it's taken me so long to realize every now and ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a good day. Jenna and I got off work early. Got our bathing suits, benny's apartment keys and some alchohol and went swimming. Then we watched wedding crashers waited for benny to get home and went to see Click. Jenna and I sang to Benny the whole way to the theatre. After I went back to the apartment and watched How I Met your Mother ( Read more... )