I'll actually make an entry that isn't friends only, just in case someone else were to stumble upon my LJ and want to read some of the screwed up things that have been going through my mind today
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Steffi. The woman I love. I'll tell you one thing. I'll be here for you anytime you want to take those steps... So you don't have to be as afraid. Never, ever, forget that. I always want you to be happy. *snuggles tight*
I'm gonna kick myself and hope I don't screw this up too bad.
I suppose we all think about these things from time to time, so its not unnatural or weird to think about them. Do whatever makes you happy. If need be, try and avoid your computer for a while. It can be a huge distraction. I know, I've lost friends and even ruined relationships because of it.
If you're afraid there's always people who will listen. I will, and I'm sure there are lots of other people who will too. Plus you'll never know what something's like until you try it.
Your entry, it looks like you could read my mind. I always think that way as you told, the dying or dying unloved, but never really thought about whats next. Maybe I should also take larger steps. I let my parents controll my life to much, but what if they die? I'm alone if that happens and then there is no one to decide for me. Your entry was inspiring and I think I should do the same as well.
Aww steffi *huggles* You do have a point though, I haven't thought of it really, but I pretty much feel the same way... And no you're not a pathetic person :P
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I suppose we all think about these things from time to time, so its not unnatural or weird to think about them. Do whatever makes you happy. If need be, try and avoid your computer for a while. It can be a huge distraction. I know, I've lost friends and even ruined relationships because of it.
If you're afraid there's always people who will listen. I will, and I'm sure there are lots of other people who will too. Plus you'll never know what something's like until you try it.
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I always think that way as you told, the dying or dying unloved, but never really thought about whats next. Maybe I should also take larger steps. I let my parents controll my life to much, but what if they die?
I'm alone if that happens and then there is no one to decide for me.
Your entry was inspiring and I think I should do the same as well.
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You do have a point though, I haven't thought of it really, but I pretty much feel the same way...
And no you're not a pathetic person :P
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