i don't know what to say, or write rather it's late and i am so tired i have a paper due well yesturday it's all coming back i seem to only post when i am upset and i won't let any of my friends read it or rather they won't add me as a friend, whateve... God i need a beer, so lets see anything new, i don't really know i have this feeling like if i ( Read more... )

OMG i'm reading my on LJ and i can't understand lots of it. I hate my life, i hate this stupid thing that keeps coming around for me. It's like pain has got a train and keeps insisting to put me on the tracks. There is so much division no one is the same, everyone has secrets, everyone lies, everyone hates. I can't stand it, i want secrecy, lies ( Read more... )

i don't get it i don't understand. When did things become like this? Huh, life was once unconfusing, I like lies they make things simple untill you know the truth. I should have never came here, i should have gone some where else, they should tell you this stuff in High school you may get fucked if you don't get good grades and just get into one ( Read more... )

Where to begain, don't know. They say the beganing is always good, but that for me would be May 28 1985 when the world was forever changed and i was born. Well maybe it wasn't a great occasian fit for a king but it was adding another human to an already over crowded world ( Read more... )

so in there emotions should be 2nd or 3rd in life, maybe even like 15th cause guess what kids they don't matter. People don't care if they hurt you, they don't i'm sorry plain and simple poeple will and will alawys go about crushing you to get what they want. Your wake up call arrive yet cause mine has, anwyay didn't the the job, so i'm going to ( Read more... )

Hero, wtf? hero not that i have a problem with hero but against Shaun of the Dead i'm sorry a zombie love story kicks ass. Ahh whatever not my date, So we went to the birthday party, and of course everything went almost like a dream. The dinner was scary, the party was fun and close, full of fellow Kodiakins and then came well haha, lets just say ( Read more... )

Daniel is travelling tonight on a plane ( Read more... )

Oh god townies they were everwhere well at the bowling ally which was cool cause on the first game it was me and kristen neck and neck till i stole the game at the last minute. And we left after the second game where i beat kristen but not Tammy, and we went to the TAJ and i got ciggerates for tommorow when the fall will take me. I'm not sure if ( Read more... )

So guess what touch down, yeah, i'm back in california for my step dads sisters wedding, now being in LA again, cause you know i was here two weeks ago. Anyway have to get all dressed up where a suit go to fancy dinners and take a lot of pictures with people i've never even met, Well whatever there not so bad, but the real pay off is you guessed ( Read more... )

DONT WANT TO SOUND FULL OF MY SELF OR RUDE ( Read more... )