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[trippfall]

meow...meow....cat chow. i don't know. i'm really happy and all, things are great. i wonder if ky and christie and michelle are mad at me. they haven't been commenting. tear. i love life. i worry a lot now though. i don't know. i love merrick. he loves me. i wrote a kickass song(my first song). i'm gonna type it up soon and put it on here. the

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[pink_dreamz1313]

awwies i love you roxy no im not mad at you sweetie its just alot has happened for me here lately and ive just snapped back into reality..i was making some really fucked up decisions and stayed fucked up for like 2 weeks straight and im finally back into reality and getting a grip on life, sorry i havent commented in awhile its just ive been kinda i guess stayin to myself tryin to get life back on track...I LOVE YOU THO! *mwah* and i hope all is workin with merrick, i can tell you really love him and he seems to care for you so much, ur so lucky you got a true love now, i so envy you...i envy that you have someone who really cares! but im really happy for you, ur a great girl and deserve all the happiness that is comming ur way, i hope all stays well roxy, love ya
-Ky-

[trippfall]

ky, thank u so much. that was sweetness. lol. yeah, merrick is great. i appreciate everything. are u getting back into jay? i thought u had seen him, i don't know, i thought u had realized his not worthy.

[pink_dreamz1313]

ehh i dunno i mean i kno and understand who he is now but its like i cant help that i have feelings for him you know what i mean..like how you still have feelings for him even tho you dont want to..its one of those things...im jus so lonely roxy and im so tired of being alone..its killing me..i dunno what to do anymore..richard is with a 29 year old woman..heh thats so ehh..i dunno strange but its killing me to be alone, to have noone to hold me and tell me everything is okay..i kno i sound pathetic and crazy and greedy at times..but its driving me insane..i need to sense security and im so afraid of being alone forever.

[trippfall]

i understand. it sucks to be alone. i know how u feel ky. and u'll probably want him until u get him or find someone new. that's what it took me. i found merrick and he was so much better and he helped me realize that jay wasn't worth any of the tears or any of that stupid shit. and he helped me realize just how much better i was than him and that i deserved so much more. as do u.

[rainbow_2_stars]

Noooooo sorry ive just been UBER busy lately....My dad passed away...I had to go to his wake and funeral and all so i havnt been to happy lately..ive just been stayin fucked up but i love ya i could never be mad at you~!~

[trippfall]

yeah, i'm so sorry about your dad. that blows. i'm really sorry. i hope ur okay. thanks. i just felt weird that noone was commenting. it was like everyone had just stopped reading. i feel better now though.