wow, it's been a while, hasn't it? ummm...not too much is going on. chad and i are happily together. we love eachother very much and we are planning on moving in together when he gets back from basic training. he's changed so much from back when he was nothing but a heartbreaker. he's such an amazing guy. i love him so much ( Read more... )

the chad thing is no longer.
he was just way too difficult and he kept pushing me away and waiting for me to pursue him or something and i just got tired of pursuing. but i did like him. i'm with adam but still single. and i'm having lots of fun.

well, i'm updating again. it's hard to keep up with this thing now. i've been cheating. i've fallen in love with myspace. sorry. i know. it's an epidemic and i just...i just had to jump on the bandwagon. lol. so,lots of shit is going on. good stuff. i hope. big new years party tonight. bunch of friends getting drunk together. should be lots of fun ( Read more... )

wow....it's been a while....lots has happened. um....merrick and i broke up. actually it happened about 2 weeks after mylast post. but i'm doing good. we're still good friends. and things are kind of weird between us. he still shows so much interest in me. and he tries so hard to make me happy when i come around. i don't know. i'm about to send my ( Read more... )

well, just finished my first day of school. it was cool seeing everyone again. missed a bunch of people. i really want to go to sva college in new york, new york. but it's really hard to get into, plus, merrick and i would be through if i went to ny for 4 years. i love him so much. it's scary that he wouldn't be willing to be that far away for a ( Read more... )

hey well it's been a while. but um i haven't been by a computer in about 2 months. so yeah, things are great. but i have to go back to la for senior year. sucks. but we're roadtripping to system of a down in august. cpr fest was great. i got a drumstick from atomship. woohoo. signed. i love atomship. and me and felicia got a picture with the lead ( Read more... )

i'm so miserable right now. i found out this morning that my mom won't sign the guardianship papers so that i can go to school in ms. it sucks so much, cause my dad won't fight for guardianship. so, i figured, i'll get emancipated. but i was researching it and u need parental consent. i'm so upset. today was supposed to be a happy day. but now, my ( Read more... )

i talked to felicia last night and she said that she's gonna talk to her boss today, but that i've got the job. woohoo. my dad said i could go live with merrick to be closer to myjob. i've been the mediator for jesse and felicia's breakup since this weekend. it's weird. i haven't done this in a while. things are busy right now, packing and all. ( Read more... )

things are cool. school gets out next wednesday. awesome. i'm definitely moving now. my mom practically told me to leave. jesse and bobby are gonna come pick me up from school tomorrow and we're (me, jesse, bobby and audrey) are gonna ride up to mississippi this weekend. woohoo. we get to spend the whole weekend at paul's since our dad didn't feel ( Read more... )

hmmm... things are in a weird place right now. i love merrick. i'm so happy with him. but something's not right and i can't figure out what it is or if it even has anything to do with him. maybe when i move it'll all be better. maybe that's why i'm in such a weird state of mind. we got yearbooks today. i'm in it twice. ugly, UGLY! nothing much else ( Read more... )