Sometimes you just need to...
stop caring
stop wanting
stop hoping this dream will come true.

hahaha brownie

hahaha petey

hahaha.. eiffle tower

haha conversation online...

haha funny funny night!!!

*heart* i think you know who you are!!

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
It's 2006!!!

YAY!!!

GRADUATION!!!

can't wait!!!!

can't wait to get off on my own, just go off to college!!! can't wait!!!
it's almost here!!!

:)

it's final... no more!

im not going to do things i don't want to do anymore. i'm not going to listen to what people say about me that isn't true. i'm not a fucking slut, so stop fucking thinking it. yes, i joke about it. so who gives a shit? doesn't mean that i actually am. i'm not going to get what i want so why just stick to one guy? might as ( Read more... )

hahahahaha

that's all i can do

laugh

that was just too interesting....

and too much fun!!!!

**heart**

the days are not the same
i only think about you
what it's like not having you here
by my side
but you are with me
that's what i have to remember
still it isn't fair
no one else can understand
no one will
i miss you
and i love you

no one really can understand, they can to a point, but not like this.

I forgot to let you know...

you're perfect but will i ever have a chance?

im confused... i'm done with pretty much everything here, i just want a break for once. i want to know it's alright to stop trying to force a smile

Life sucks sometimes ( Read more... )

I'm going in reverse,

Instead of going forward.

This isn't good.

I can't be like that again.. I don't want to be.

Happy Turkey Day!!!

yea so i really don't update that much anymore...

oh well

nothing really interesting has happened though

so it's cool

so there we go.. an update

woohoo