I understand that by writing in here I am wasting precious time I could be using to study for the four finals I have left, but I really think that at this point, even a neurologist would tell me that my brain is clinically fried and that I should stop doing everything ( Read more... )

im going to ucsd yayaayayyay

Oh my God, there are only 9 school days left, and 4 days of finals (well, one of the nine days is a day of a final, so yeah), and I'm fucking excited!!!!! I can't wait to get out of school and be with my friends + family + la jolla shores + lots of good food ( Read more... )

I have just discovered an amazing song: "Wait" by Ying Yang Twins. OH MY GOD, it gets me so hot! ive been listening to this song all fucking day, and it's not getting old.

i forgot to write about what i have been thinking all day ( Read more... )

Insomnia. I have it ( Read more... )

Last week was was too busy. There were too many things I had to do that I couldn't, or didn't want to, and as a result, did horribly on midterms. And by horribly, I mean I F-failed them. I've decided that being sad about it won't really do anything to change the fact that I'm sinking, so I've resolved to be totally committed to these classes for ( Read more... )

I got admission decisions from the three schools:

UCLA: REJECTED!!!!!!
UCSD: ADMITTED for Fall 2006
Berkeley: ADMITTED for Spring 2007

Now I have to pick. I dunno.

I'm sooooooo happy I'm going home this weekend. I miss Robbie so much. I miss his smell, and his sweet smile, and his expression when he sees me after a long time of not, and his clothes. I miss his silly comments and remarks about everything, and how he loves to straighten my hair (weird! but great!). I dunno, even though I talk to him a billion ( Read more... )

im not going to speak to him until monday. someone tell me that's possible ( Read more... )