this is my last entry because i am committing a social suicide. the only reason i kept this going has long been forgotten. goodnight.

and in a sense, the one you love never leaves. she is in your mind, your thoughts, your heartbeat. she is your breathe and you can hear her on the coattails of the wind. when you fall asleep, you touch her delicate face in the twilight of your dreams. when she is not in your arms, you fall back to the memories, to the golden ones that kept you warm ( Read more... )

she loves him until he breaks her heart
then she hates him
paradoxically ironic

woah, and i every time i say
i think you're bad for my health, woah
you just laugh at me and say
go fuck yourself
you're the one who's making this happen
everyone is laughing at us
it's all your fault
and you're so fuckin' ridiculous

this took me a while and that was weird but i really worked on it ( Read more... )

and below is the last poem i will want to write for you. that will be it. one of these days i will put together something you will come to know as the cataclysmic coaster of our cardinal courtship. you will look at me and cock your head and wonder what the fuck that means. it means that i bleed from the inside. it means that i fuckin bleed too ( Read more... )

im sick and tired of always being the good guy. good guys always seem to finish last and i guess that old cliche is true blue. this is something i have expierenced my whole life, always first to start the race and the last one to finish it. i just... god, i really wish it could be simple and easy for once. just once. that's all im asking for but i ( Read more... )

when some one says that they are going to put a gun up to your head and pull the trigger, you laugh and know that you will die. you know that after a squeeze of a finger, a click of the hammer, blinding light will come to end what you know as existence. you know that in the end, when you are falling and drifting like leaves in autumn, when you ( Read more... )

beauty is only
skin deep, you are beautiful
who ever you are

wouldn't you say that
she is so so gorgeous
gorgeous like the sun

lines for you and me
now haikus on me and you
love traced in the lines

so those are my little haikus. yeah, i was bored and i guess *i'm in the poetic mood*. 6:08pm. where has the day gone, jack?

here i can feel the blizzards ( Read more... )

i just wanted to go to bed but she wanted to talk to me after the movie ( Read more... )