this kinda just came to me and i had to write it down. it may only apply to me, or people like me... introverts, but you know ( Read more... )

uh whoa. that hurts. i love you so much, but how do i know i can trust you now? how do i know you're not plotting with her again? i agreed to put up with her, but that was before i new that you were part of it. i feel so manipulated. now i know what it feels like to have someone you love hurt you. i know it was a long time ago, but how much of this ( Read more... )

um... what the heck? i thought i was over it... i thought i had forgiven myself and moved on. why then, am I being so freakin' emo about it? what does this mean? does it still bother me in my heart that i don't know if he will forgive me? do i really not forgive myself? how you get over making the stupidest mistake of your life that hurt someone ( Read more... )

Okay, this is really ironic considering the post Melz wrote over a year ago, about which everyone (including myself) freaked out about. Regardless, I have to say this, as the opinions, and moreso, the support of my closest friends is important ( Read more... )

trying to learn about christianity is so frustrating. sometimes i feel like you have to believe first before you can understand some of this stuff because otherwise you only see it from a biased, non-believing point of view. i can see how some of it makes sense when you believe in it, but you can't really back up things by the bible when talking to ( Read more... )

... but i need to rant ( Read more... )

Let me just make note... today has been the weirdest, craziest day ever... not in a good way either ( Read more... )

i still want him. :) / :(

so i was just having some thoughts about relationships ( Read more... )

i got everything i wanted for christmas except one thing. (uh... person) it might be a little late, or might never come at all ( Read more... )