i am very happy at the moment. i'm not sure how i feel about work at the moment, it could be great if we get some good people on board. i suggested to murray that we both have a meeting with tammi to discuss the pay issues, because it will affect me as well ( Read more... )

i know mac isn't hiring right now.. but at least they'll know i'm interested. i don't know what i want to do in the mean time. i don't want to stay at work when tammi leaves, but i am definitely not quitting without something to go into straight away. getting a job isn't guaranteed for anyone. rich was unemployed for almost a year when he was in ( Read more... )

i am so sick of bull shit.

meow!! fi is engaged!!!! :D my wedding present to her is doing the make up for the bridal party.. of which i am a bridesmaid. tee hee. i'm so excited :D ( Read more... )

best.christmas.ever ( Read more... )

i am so relieved rich has finally finished work for the year. this year has been strange for us.. we had a fight on friday morning and barely spoke until yesterday ( Read more... )

mac are hiring a part time artist
:(
i need professional qualifications.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

it seems strange that i have been remembering my dreams of late, after years of not remembering any ( Read more... )

sometimes richard is really hard to understand. he is either really supportive/caring/understanding, or abrupt/emotionless/cold. i wish he would be one or the other. i can't tell which angle he'll take and i find it frustrating. his way out of anything is 'just break up with me then ( Read more... )

feeling weird today.. not quite myself. i talked to maff for 2 hours. he is very similar to me in a lot of ways. personality, sense of humour.. our ability to pretend everything's fine. he's a cool guy and i haven't had an online friend since i was 16. it's nice to talk to someone and tell them exactly what i think and feel and not worry about ( Read more... )