i hate the world and the people in it more and more each day ( Read more... )

i have had shalalalala by the venga boys stuck in my head for the last 24 hours... frustrating ( Read more... )

i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me at the moment. for the last 2 weeks i have been feeling really down on myself.
i really don't want to be around people. i can't be bothered making an effort.. even wearing make up isn't interesting me ( Read more... )

so, i met a random on soulseek on monday.. i have never really talked to anyone on there.. he suggested i download some tracks he produced and they're actually pretty good. random though ( Read more... )

considering going to aquasky on 2 november.. i am definitely becoming a breaks convert and not unwillingly at all. most of it is pretty funky and i had an awesome time at ctrl z ( Read more... )

noisia was good. i took too much to enjoy the music. the night was just a total blur of noise and people and colour. nice though ( Read more... )

i almost left him yesterday. he is everything to me and i hope i can learn to trust him again. if not, then i can't put myself through another relationship in which i am always paranoid and always anxious ( Read more... )

i finally had sex. and it was well worth the wait... and such a relief.
noisia this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't know why i feel weird about rich going.
maybe because i'm worried someone will hit on him? or that he'll think i'm a dick? or he'll leave and i won't get to stay with him, like at break..
bleh.

into week 3 of no sex... fucking hell ( Read more... )

had a pretty quiet weekend.. it was nice to just relax, though ( Read more... )