I have been lonely for so long that I have forgotten what it feels like to be loved by a man and not just desired by one ( Read more... )

I have a full time job, which is more than most new teachers could ever wish for in BC. I have friends and family who love me and take care of me. I have students who need me and depend on me. I have co-workers who are going out of their way to make me feel welcome and included ( Read more... )

So it's my b-day and the day has started off great. I didn't sleep very well last night but that's because I didn't sleep at all the night before and was stressing about falling asleep last night. Today is my last day at work. I'm a little nervous about not having a job in Sept. but hopeful that I'll at least get a couple days of teaching in ( Read more... )

I came in here to write and yet I have nothing to say. I'm getting excited about moving and stressed at the same time. Feeling like my life is an organizational nightmare right now. There always seems to be little shit to work out, do, attempt to do. I don't even feel like I've had a summer, it's just been gogogogogogogogogogogogogogo the whole ( Read more... )

one more thing ( Read more... )

Lately I feel like there is something missing from my life. I feel quite empty inside, void of emotion, scared of love ( Read more... )

It's 4:12am and I can't sleep. Haven't slept in days as a matter of fact. Days seem to be blurring together and I feel like I have constant heartburn. My body aches, my mind is sore and there's nothing I can do. I've resorted back to all my old sleeping tricks except for the pills. Nothing has worked. Had I known I'd still be up at 4:14am ( Read more... )

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Watched this documentary tonight called "Always a Bride's Maid" and boy it bummed me out. It seems that everywhere I turn people are getting married. Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy for these people...I'm just slightly jealous. I have my doubts that I'll ever get married. I mean I don't think that I could ever trust a man like that (ever again ( Read more... )

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living ( Read more... )