well here is my myspace for those who don't know it or mostly SAMANTHA..... http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=45964902
I hope that it works.....

WOOO I have not been on this journal in a while. Really nothing to talk about or the only thing I want to talk about is Samantha. I would put this on my myspace but I just wanted to type what I was thinking on this one. Samantha I have been thinking about what has happend between us. I mean what has happend to us to make us not as close as we used ( Read more... )

I really have not been very happy since yesterday. Ok it is going to sound sort of funny but yea here goes well I'm pissed because well I called Samantha TO TRY TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN yea I know bad idea but I don't care I just wanted for everything to be the way it was before all the SHIT with the ASS anyways back to why Im pissed she told me that ( Read more... )

Ok well I really don't know what I should say or yea why I am even putting this down because you will probably not even read this. Like I said to you I am sorry about that and I really don't remember saying it. It is just that well I missed you and was trying to get over you the best way I could. Yea I know it still does not help the fact that I ( Read more... )

This weekend was fun even if I had to work sat. and sun. Friday was my day off so no school and no work. I really did not know what in the world I was going to do later until Christy called to see what I was up to. We both went to go see what Brandon was up to and yea had some fun singing on the way too. After that we went to Caption D. to eat and ( Read more... )

Wooow I really have not been updating my journal, but then again it is hard to do that when you have two. My dad left today to go on a fishing trip and I don't think that he will be back until friday. Work SUCKS because we only have 4 people and 2 of them are the only ones that close and open the store and yea I'm one so we have been training the ( Read more... )

OK I well keep this short becuse the gay school cpu kept closing my update.
I just right now feel like shit because of everything to happened at Samanthas' house yesterday. If anyone wants to do something tell me because I would really love to go do something to get all that happened off of my mind.

Well things are still going well right now and yea I'm starting to go very happy over the getting closer the Valentines thing. I have everything ready except I don't know how I'm going to give it to her lol. I also have not talked to anyone for a week so I'm starting to get think something is up. Anyways work is doing good also mainly because we ( Read more... )

I MISS SAMANTHA!!!!!!! I miss her but can't see her. I love her but can never be the one she wants. I'm always there for her but never the one she wants to be there for her. She is BEAUTIFUL, but does not believe me. She is NOT FAT, but thinks she is. Her smile brightens my day, but I don't get to see it as much. Her eyes show how she really feels ( Read more... )

OK I'm really confused right now!!!!! I do think the world of Samantha and yea I know how she feels about this also. As far as I know she only want to be friends with me, or at least this is all I could get because when she found out about the valentines gift she said that I only want to be friends with you and the she did not wont to hurt our ( Read more... )