Oh my my my. I had alot of fun last night to say the least. I was able to spend some time with a Really good friend that I miss with all my heart. She is the mostest best person in the world. Not to mention shes also a major hottie... BUt hey whateveah. Ok so last night something happened. Im not going to say what and no I didnt have sex with ( Read more... )

4 jobs you've had in your life ( Read more... )

"When The Sand Runs Out ( Read more... )

GOD at times it really does suck to be me. I'm starting to slip deep into a depressive state. I mean I dont want to kill myself or anything Im just depressed. How do you spend 6 months being very close to a person. That person being like a best friend, then one day out of the blue you feel completely rejected by that person. I mean dayum I thought ( Read more... )

Ok so here it goes on my xmas adventure ( Read more... )

I amso freaking excited. For the first year in a long long time I have christmas eve and christmas day off. LIfe is wonderful in that aspect. Ok so everthing else sucks. I cant seem to save enough money to do anything. I have started smoking like regularly. Im getting so stressed 24/7. I just know whats up, down, right, left. who knows. Once i ( Read more... )

COMPLICATED ( Read more... )

Ok so I find it down right hilarious that all my exs read my lj.... But my current gf doesnt.... SO this is all great ( Read more... )

OK so I am absolutely clueless. Im not happy anymore. Im so freakin confused with everything in life.Im mean seriously why am I dating a girl who has a bf. Really I think I just really enjoy finding people who cant love me in full capacity of loving me back. IM mean seriously. What am I even really doing here. So I totally dyed my hair like BLUE/ ( Read more... )

I seriously Dont know how much harder life could get. Ok so E and I are taking a trip to OKLAHOMA for a hole 24 hrs. We have to go for a corporate meeting for the store. So Im excited about that. MOnday is gonna suk. I am suppose to be at bothe jobs. So now I have to find someone to work for me on Monday at The Porn Store. KK comes first always. RN ( Read more... )