I accidently hit the "first" selection on my email today, it brings you back to, yes you guessed it. The FIRST email in your box. Mine was back in 2003. 6 years. Holy shit man. Anyhow it was from a girl I liked off and on for many many years, Mary Baxter. We didn't stop fooling around until I started dating Erin and that pretty much ended all our ( Read more... )

So I did a big release for a game today. Fucking Madden 2010. Yay. Who fucking cares. Well, I guess most people except me. Anyhow, not the point ( Read more... )

Ever sleep so much you end up tired? Yeah thats me.

I've been on vacation this week and the fun never ends. No really. It doesn't.

Can't shake this feeling that I'm missing somthing. Like some part just isn't were it is supposed to be.

Maybe its just the heat.

Maybe I'm just depressed.

Maybe I just need to get the fuck out of kenosha.

I can't sleep.

I am miserable.

Why doesn't anything make me happy?

Going to florida in a month. Who WANTS to go to florida. Fuck that.

So I've been pretty busy. I'm in school full time and I'm still running my store. Though now I am running a different location. The holidays went by pretty fast, thank God. I got really good grades last semester, three A's and a B+ so considerning that was during the holliday season I'm going to mark that as an acomplishment ( Read more... )

Some days, I really just feel like I can look back at a vast amout of missed oportunities and past failures. I really hate facebook, and myspace. Look, here are all these people you used to be close to. You arn't close to them anymore but hey, you can sorta peak into a window of their lives and see for a bright shiney second how the other side ( Read more... )

No, I'm not all sad and mopey. More like clutching my chest gasping for breath on the floor waiting for the ambulance to come. It was great. They had me on a table for a while, and put blankets on me and helped me not hypervenalate. I really really don't like my insides right now. They are defecto. So sooner or later... rather sooner... I should be ( Read more... )

It's the holidays again kids, and that means work work work work. Oh boy! Things havent been all that bad, work is steady, school has been manageble got that GPA up over 3 so im happy. Teacher like having me in class and the other students are scared shitless of me. SO yay! We had a presentation to do in one of my criminal justice classes and at ( Read more... )

Holy shit bat man, what happend to all my old stuff? Jeeze. I'm gone for like a year, and LJ goes to pot. Damn.