Brandon this shit is hard as hell. I think about you every second of everyday. I hate not being able to see you, because you are my best friend. I hate being sick, Waking up randomly sick to my stomach because I was thinking of you. I hate how I can’t talk to you ever. A break isn’t just not talking at all. I hate how there are so many things left ( Read more... )

 
Ross Heinz died yesterday around 10 p.m police say his 2006 Chevy Cobalt was traveling north when the car drove crossed the median and hit a guard rail causing it to roll several times. Both the passenger and driver were ejected. Ross Heinz, 20, died at the scene. Ashley Cook, 17, is in critical condition at Allegheny General Hospital. State ( Read more... )

 God had this plan in his mind since before you and i ever existed on the earth, and He wanted us to meet for a specific purpose.  People as significant as you don't just wonder aimlessly into my life for no reason.  You're here fore something, and I' on a mission to figure out why

 
This time last year I was so happy. I had my group of girl’s kali, Ashley and Erica it was just me and them all the time we did everything together. I always had a different crush but I liked it that way. I was always having fun. I went out every weekend all weekend. We basically partied but I loved it. Even if we were partying it up or just ( Read more... )

 
I never update this thing anymore. I really do want to start updating. Not the gay ass “this is what happened today shit” anymore. I actually want to put my feelings and everything that I’m thinking in here for now on. I want to use this thing for like a get away’, if I’m angry about something talk about it in here. No one reads this anymore or ( Read more... )

 
Brandon I’m giving you this note because I don’t have enough guts to say any of this to your face. Lately everything’s been different. I honestly thought that you going to college was going to be so much better and that it would be just like things were when we first started dating basically perfect. Soon enough I learned that I was completely ( Read more... )

I haven’t updated in forever. I wish I had because I haven’t updated on like a whole books worth of stuff that I’m probably going to want to remember in the future. Lately this year boys have come and gone but right now there’s one that seems to be sticking around. I know like 2 months really isn’t that long but for me talking for 2 or 3 weeks is ( Read more... )

I haven’t updated in awhile. Thanksgiving break is over. “I gave thanks on thanksgiving”. It was crazy. Seriously. Something happened that I’m never going to forget, literally. The break was honestly probably the most amazing break that I’ve ever had. It mainly consisted of hanging out with a bunch of people and then having big sleepovers at Burtts ( Read more... )

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I haven’t updated for awhile I just don’t have any time on my hands anymore.

I liked last weekend a lot, I got to spend it with people I love the most.

I never get to see Ashley roz anymore and we got to hang out last weekend me and her have been hanging out a lot lately I love it. I’ve been hanging out with Erica a lot lately to. I got to sleep over ( Read more... )