i'm so sick of babysitting. i never wanna babysit again. and yet, that's what i've signed up to do all summer. which by the way i am getting very nervous about. i havent goten the job yet but i'm nervous that i may have just sold my soul to the devil. of course i'm very excited that i get to kind of play house for a couple months. the money would ( Read more... )

i am so painfully bored. i feel so lonely. it kinda worries me because i just get in these moods that i cant shake and i feel so non-self-sufficient. i have tons of reading and writing to do but i jsut feel so bored. and uneventful. everything is always the same. i go to school. come home. do what i need to do for the next day and start over. then ( Read more... )

i have a hair appt coming up. i've had my hair fairly long forever. i am kinda playing with the idea of cutting it short. not like a bob but like like sholder length with lots of layers. i can never decide whether i want to do it or not. let me know what you think.

i'm baaaaaaaack. against my will but i'm back. i had a very good weekend in slo. i was excited to see chris on thrusday before he had to head back. even before that i was glad to see muff unexpectedly when i was locked out of mikes house...bastard ( Read more... )

today is here! its that beautiful brisk spring morning with bright sun and biting cold. i love C-town. but for the weekend i'm going to have to say au revoir beautiful bay. 3 hours south is where you can find me this evening. i'm excited and i want to leave now but i have some class to go to. poop.

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!

i talked to my african american history teacher today about how i'm feeling a bit lost. i'm just having trouble relating the readings to the topics in class. i didnt really plan on talking to him i just ran into him so i started talking. now i'm thinking that was a bad idea becuase i'm supposed to meet with him after class to go over the specific ( Read more... )

you probably have to be on my page to see it...but! i'm really amused by the comment links. i know they kinda said a similar thing before but i think it's kinda funny. and i know mike will too.

i want to be in SLO right now. but i'm not. but i will be. in a week. actually, less than a week.

i have very bad posture and wondering if that is whats making my back hurt. if not i'm sure it's not helping.

i want to have plans for tonight, or this weekend in general. my life is so boring.

i'm a very bitter girl these days. i cant tell if people are just geeting on my nerves more or if my patience is straining. either way i suppose i should learn how to not be a bitch 24/7.

i enjoy days off of school.